ce que nous pensons nous savons

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It is amazing what we think we know.

Our perspectives have been tainted, but some questions remain: to what extent...and in what way?

No doubt the media has changed the way we look at just about anything, particularly with regard to those who in some way seek the limelight. The sexual orientation and recreational preferences of an elected official are afforded more attention than the same circumstances would be when attached to a person who lives her/his life outside the Beltway.

Likewise...this situation regarding Will Smith has been bothering me. Those who live in the public eye have a greater responsibility to monitor their words and overcome their prejudices, the results of the opposite being apparent in stories such as the Mel Gibson DUI encounter. The words came loud and clear from Gibson's own mouth: he clearly harbors anti-Jewish sentiment.

Unfortunately, I believe that incident further tainted our perspectives when approaching Will Smith's comments to the Scottish Daily Record: "Even Hitler didn't wake up going, 'let me do the most evil thing I can do today.' I think he woke up in the morning and using a twisted, backwards logic, he set out to do what he thought was 'good.' " The media has since had a field day with the conclusion that Smith is at best naively convinced of everyone's inherent goodness and at worst a supporter of the Jewish Holocaust.

Let's just pause for a second, rewind, and repeat what Smith said (emphasis mine): "Even Hitler didn't wake up going, 'let me do the most evil thing I can do today.' I think he woke up in the morning and using a twisted, backwards logic, he set out to do what he thought was 'good.' "

Wait. So, Smith did not say "I think Hitler was working to do good." Oh whew, that was confusing for a second.

Returning to regularly scheduled program...

I am Jewish. Gibson's anti-Jewish comments incensed me and caused me to lose all respect for him despite his many career successes. I believe that he shirked his responsibility to maintain his reputation as a role model, one adopted peripherally by all those who choose to lead public lives. However, the frenzy surrounding Smith's recent comments is completely misplaced in an effort to criminalize an unpopular opinion.

I personally agree with Smith's statement. Does that mean that I believe the Holocaust was justified and that the deaths of six million Jews, with whom I have chosen to identify, was for the good? Of course not - it simply illustrates what is already widely known about Hitler, that he was psychotic. How else does one explain the systematic murder of Jews, Catholics, Gypsies, blacks, homosexuals and other "impure" peoples, unless to say that it is the result of pure evil?

Smith later followed up his comments with a similar sentiment. Smart for him, that he would choose to confront those who perverted his words to sell more copies, and good of him in the first place to express what I'm sure he realized would be an unpopular idea.

What have we learned from all of this? Check the facts. Pay attention to context. And, though common law is both popular and useful in some situations, be sure that situations are analogically similar enough to indicate that a similar judgment be passed. Also, and more importantly, while it is crucial to recognize and confront bigotry and hatred in its myriad forms, there are enough instances of both in the world without searching for hidden meanings in plain statements. Rather than castigate the good, we should be on our guard and always seek the truth.

The truth will set you free.

j'écris la poésie au lieu d'étudier.

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This one doesn't have a title.

I feel the lack of you in midnight hours,
darkness that echoes cold and silence
Sunrise brings solitude without warmth...
and I miss you.
Foolish, it seems, that I should seek you
in all the places you aren't
The light in corners can't make you clear...
and I'm alone.
So much of life is you, from hallways and windows
to quiet rooms
Your voice comes right beside me...
and you're far away.
Absence is not lasting or eternal,
for that which leaves one point arrives somewhere
Though I'll feel you pass behind me you'll be distant...
you're never quite as far as when you're near.

I generally like it. It's a little more than I've put into recent work.


beaucoup de considération à avoir...

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I need to get over this. Just, get. over. it.

Funny, but I don't see that happening particularly soon.

I should be thinking about finals. I should be thinking about my future.

Well...I am. Just, not in the most productive way.

There is much consideration to be had over the state of my world...well, not the state of my union - it's disunity.

...more later...

l'artiste dévergondé, recherchant un rêve viennent vrai...

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Friday night I made a sketch. I was just fooling around, but suddenly it came alive under my hand. I don't function under the pretense that I have any particular artistic talent, but somehow the picture was just there.

It took some time...a few hours, anyway...but when I was finished I felt as if I was looking into the portrait of some deep magic. I'm astounded at the technical correctness (if not mastery), but more at the message that came through.

I decided to make it a real piece of artwork. I bought the canvas and the pencils, and sketched it out. But black and white just isn't appropriate when I see it in large scale. I needed paint. So I have paint, now...

I don't know why this is so important to me. Somehow, though, it feels as if something crucial to my being will come out in this painting.

I need an outlet for all of the feelings careening around...an outlet that will perhaps tell me how I really feel. Who knows if everything that's so far come out is right...even the greatest exposure to the worst or least important kind of thing can take on a universe of importance.

The more I consider what I'm going to do with my life the more I wonder if what I'm going to do is the right thing. There are so many things that I want to accomplish - but am I going about things the wrong way?

I was sitting in my staff meeting talking to administrators last night and I thought, "I could do this. This could make a difference." But ultimately...would it make me happy?

Can anything really make me happy anymore?